As part of my twenty year reunion this past weekend I promoted myself as a writer by placing an ad for Dragonfly Heart in the reunion book. I had several people ask me about the book and my writing. A few people said they would buy the book from Amazon.com. Even though I didn't sell any copies directly, I feel as though I got my money's worth from that ad. It generated a lot of talk, a lot interest in me and what I do. Usually I'm the quiet one watching from the sidelines, but at the reunion Friday night I felt like quite the social butterfly (or dragonfly, if you will).

On Sunday I was cutting the lawn in my backyard when I found something small and black twitching in the grass. Wanna know what it was?
A dragonfly.
It couldn't fly away because its wings were soaked by the light rain that was falling. I almost ran over it with the lawn mower, but swerved away just in time. I picked it up, let it crawl on my finger for a moment, and then set it back down in the grass. I resumed mowing the lawn. After I finished the job I noticed that the dragonfly was still in the grass where I had left it. I thought for sure it would fly away, but it didn't. I picked it up once more and cupped it in my hand. I ran into the house to show it to CAL and J. I had J take a picture of it.

The dragonfly buzzed like a plastic wind-up toy in my hands, shaking all of the water off of its wings. When I opened my hands a few seconds after J snapped the picture, it flew away to freedom. I stood there feeling utterly and completely amazed, as if I had just been visited by an angel or had a prophetic vision of some kind. Or maybe it was a visit from a totem animal.
To quote Aleister Crowley, "Magick is the science and art of causing change to occur in conformity with will." I believe that finding that dragonfly when I did was an act of magick. No bullshit.

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